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Name: Xnameless
Birthday: 10/7/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Sucking at everything and fucking it all up.
Expertise: taking that pretty little razor, putting it to my veins, and pushing down while drinking the blood pouring out of my wrist.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
AIM:  grunge0lives009
MSN: none
ICQ:  i forget
Yahoo:  bleeding_notes
Jabber: uhhh....no
Member Since:
2/17/2005
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| NEW XANGA!!!!! After this, I probaly won't use this, and if I do,
it will be for very small unimportant things.......thanks!
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my new xanga is--------> XbeautifullyxheartbrokenX
Xrachelle lynnX
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| Second update today....nothing happening, have some lyrics.
STUTTERFLY 'GUN IN HAND'
What... what was so bad?
What had he done to make you return,
this time with a gun?
Intimidation, growing bigger.
what the hell made, you pull the trigger?
Spend a lifetime
You want it, you got it, you feel it
gun in hand
trying to understand.
you want it, you got it, you feel it
gun in hand
Why you reason
You want it, you got it, you feel it
with a gun in hand
We all burn in hell
Thought... thought this all through,
thought it might be fun.
Shot in the head to show everyone.
Intimidation, growing bigger.
what the hell made, you pull the trigger?
Spend a lifetime
You want it, you got it, you feel it
gun in hand
trying to understand.
you want it, you got it, you feel it
gun in hand
Why you reason
You want it, you got it, you feel it
with a gun in hand.
We all burn in hell
Held in his friends arms
blood on his face
hole in his head
gripped by deaths embrace
embrace
Spend a lifetime
You want it, you got it, you feel it
gun in hand
trying to understand.
you want it, you got it, you feel it
gun in hand
Why you reason
You want it, you got it, you feel it
with a gun in hand.
Thank you...tomorrow=britts, camerons, other things? I only know the beginning part lol.....Okay, later.
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Xrachelle lynnX
"I didn't want to make this my only option" she cried with the gun to her head.
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| Yesturday, Ah yes, what a day. I sat here on my computer for many hours
yesturday afternoon, until finally Britt and Cedez made up there mind
on what we were going to do. So, the plan was that I would walk
up to Bryan and Brandon Davidsons. I got there, and me, britt, and
cedez sat on the couch, which for those of you who dont know is in
there room. The dogs kept smelling me, and it was quite annoying. Then,
they all decided on a new game "Let's throw Rachelle's fire sauce packs
at each other." Well, it just so happens that I had a ball for my belly
button ring in my hand, and it was clear. And some idiot decided to
throw one at me, and I dropped it in the couch. After we found, I
decided that clear wasn't a smart one, so I got a red one. Then, we
walked down to Cedez house, about a half an hour later, me, britt, and
Bryan went back up to his house, sat in his room, and took pictures
with the digital camera, which I will show to you once I get them.
Then. I went home for about 40 minutes, went back up, and we sat there
for about 20 minutes, then we decided to walk to Camerons, after me and
britt changed shirts, Cameron= not home, so we went to Britts, went to
park, where my dad picked me up. How fun, eh? Oh yes.
So that was that. Too much walking in one day, haha. Nah, that is nothing compared to what we usually do....................
TOMORROW=CAMERONS WITH BRITT BRYAN Yay
Okay, that is all for now....
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Xrachelle lynnX
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| I may be in a good mood, yet there are some things that are bothering
me. I don't know how to describe them.....Confusion, Lost, Hopeless?
Those are the only words that come to my mind.
On a better note, Me and Ryan talked (well, it was more like text
messaged, but same thing really). I was glad to hear that he was not
trying to avoid me, though it still seems like it at times. All I
really want is for us to be civial with each other, not enemies because
of a month of us being, oh I don't know what you would call it. But,
that is my whole view on the Ryan thing. BETRAYAL FINALLY HAS A
GUITARIST!!!!! Cameron is the ever so beloved guitarist we have been
looking for the whole time we have been a band. We have not had any
luck with guitarists, let me tell you this. First, I was the guitarist,
but I then decided that vocals sounded more me, and I could remember my
lyrics better than guitar tabs and songs etc. Then it was DJ, but since
he went to the army, he was out of the question. So for the longest
time we were without anyone to play the beautiful guitar, until Friday
that is. As soon as he started playing guitar, I knew that he was the
perfect choice. He is very good, and I praise him greatly for his
talent.
Now, in other news, today, I may be going to the mall with Britt,
Cedez, and some other people. I do not know though. I am awaiting a
call from them as I type. So, if you want in on our little mall
corruption, call me within the next 20-30 minutes. And that is all you
get from my little dark mind today...........
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Xrachelle lynnX
Sometimes I smile simply to make you think that everything is okay, but
in the back of my mind, I know that I am lying to you, and I kill
myself slowly and painfully for it every single night.
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| I have had this xanga for 171 days. Wow, haha. Anyways, short
update....I like Cameron, alot. But, we both really don't know what's
going on between us now. Ah well. I will know soon enough......Plucked
eye brows today, Painful process...haha.
I have something to add.....If someone isnt comfortable with themselves
and they are taking measures to make that feeling go away, why cant the
rest of you just shove off? It is none of your buisness what someone
else does to THEIR body, not YOURS, theirs. Opinions are fine, but
never tell anyone that they are stupid for making themselves feel more
comfortable about themselves, that just is not right at all. Last time
checked, this is still a free country...for a time anyways.
SONNY MOORE = HOTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Xrachelle lynnX
When she looks in the mirror, she doesnt see what they see. And it
scares her to the point that she is in tears with that razor to her
veins..............
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